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Ilang gabi ng lumuluha, nagsisisi
Laging lumalapit, umaasang magbabalik
Habang naglalakad, lumilipad ang aking isip
Sa aking panaginip, umaabot hanggang langit

Ngunit pag ika’y lalapit para bang masasaktan
Ayaw mapahiya ngunit di makaiwas
At kapag nandyan at kaharap ay biglang mawawala

Ang gustong sabihin
Unti unting nagiging lihim
Kasabay ng luha ko

Gusto ng lumayo sa kanyang mundo
Kahit anong gawin may pumipigil na damdamin

Ngunit pag ika’y lalapit para bang masasaktan
Ayaw mapahiya ngunit di makaiwas
At kapag nandyan at kaharap ay biglang mawawala

Ang gustong sabihin
Unti unting nagiging lihim
Kasabay ng luha ko (sa kanya)

Di na dapat pang ilihim
Aking tunay na damdamin
Takot sana ay tinabi
Kahit na masasaktan nalang

Ohhh…. ohhh….

Ngunit pag ika’y lalapit para bang masasaktan
Ayaw mapahiya ngunit hdi makaiwas
At kapag nandyan at kaharap ay biglang mawawala

Ang gustong sabihin
Unti unting nagiging lihim

Ngunit pag ika’y lalapit para bang masasaktan
Ayaw na marinig na ako’y iyong iiwan
At kapag nandyan at kaharap ay biglang mawawala

Ang gustong sabihin
Unti unting nagiging lihim
Kasabay ng luha ko

Ohh… ohhh….

tHere cO mEs a pOinT iN yOur LiFe,

wEn uR tiRed oF CHASING eVeryoNe anD

tRyinG tO FIX THINGS..

iTs nOt GIVING UP..

iTs REALIZING tHat yOu

dOnt neEd sOme pipoL aNd

tHe dRama dEy bRing wid deM…

aS Long as i’Ve bEen bReatHinG..

piPoL haVe beEn deCeivinG…

beEn tHrouGh the baCkstAnDs aNd liEs..

i gOt the whOLe lisT of pipOL i DESPISE!

tHey haVe nVer taKen mE dOwn wid thEm…

& dEy NEVER wiLL…

caUse on maH twO feEt…

i can ST AND stiLL..

..sO iF yOu gOt maH TRUST,.dOnt LOSE it,

…iF yOu gOt maH LOVE,.dOnt aBUSE it!

1st dEi of suMMer cLasS:

thurSdEi,.aPriL 11, 2007, first daY oF cLasSeS!!auN,.anG aGa2 nMin pmSok aLmost 7 am anDun n kmE s sKuL.,aZaR!! 1st subject NUTRITION LEC..dEn…bGlang la pLa kmE prOf…hai,.akaLain nYong 7:30-10 am un,.sO auN,.tmbaY 2 d maX n nMn..tunga2 d2,.tunga2 duN…kabagOt!!!pagdating ng 10:30am,.nxt suBject..NUTRITION LAB…sO mtagal-tgal din kming ng-antay s lbas ng lab…nGuNit s tngal-tgal ng aming pghi2ntaY…aUn wLa p din kming prOf…hai,.buhay!!!xEt!!!tunga2 uLet…10:30-1:30pm kain,.uPo,.kaEn,.uPo…

hai,.<#_#>..kbOreD!!!aNg buOng akLa nMin aY uWian na ng aMing mLamang mEi iSa p pLa kMing subJect…NCM 100…2:30-5pm..hai…aun.,pagdting aman ng tym uLet..waH!!!mEi prOf nah!!!aZar kung keLang last subj.sKa p ngkaRon ng prOf.!!waH!!!buti n lng mbaeT prOf.nMin!!!waHehehe!!!

2nD dEi of suMMeR cLasS:

sa aWa aMan ng diYos,.aNg aga2 nMing pmsOk,.nghntay n Aman…aT…aDiOs!!!!nghintay n nMn kmi s wLa!!!aZaR!!!wLa n nmn kMing prOf.s 1st & 2nd sUbj..at nLaman din nMin n kaia aMan pLa wLa kming prOf. n dmdting eh,.wLa pla tLganG nkA-aSSigned pa n prOf.sMin..heheheh!!!auN,.mkHang mEi Make-uP cLasS p aTa daW kmE…hai…tpos lasT subj.mEi quiz aGad…pwOe aUs lng,.mDaLi lng aMan…hai,.baEt p pRof.nmin..hehehe!!wasTed aMan lgue,.lst subj.lng pla lgue mei clss…suMmer n nGa,.mkhAng mEi mKe-uP cLass pah!!!xEt!!!aZaR!!!wLang mgAwa!!!

hai,.mlapit n nmn psukan…nkakapagOd n nMn…graBe!!!buTi n lng.,maaus at mdami n akong kkiLa2 s class nmn ngEiOn…sna mging mganda smahan nmin lhat!!!hai,.sna din kapasa p din kmi dis sumMeR!!!hai..knakbahan 2loi akO…hehehe!!!gue,.wla lng mgwa ako!!!

tyM wuD cuM dat u wiL nOt beaR hartacHes eNimOr…sOmetimeS d onE and onLy tHing yOu can dO is to teLL it hOnestly eVen do u knOw iT hurTs…it daMn huRts…fRieNdsHips wOuLd last if u knOw hOw tO hndLe it like LOve but waT if d 1 fOL inLove?!dO yOu sTiL hav d cOuraGe to cOntinuE uR friendsHip eVendo u knOw d 1 u LOVe do luv someboDy eLse…dbah?!it damn hurTs!but u can’t do anYtHing…u jst hav to accePt d facT dat thOse things aRe nOt meant fOr yOu…rYt?!yOu cant aLwaYs cOntrOl ur eMotiOns ryT?!

hai,.guE…gudnyt!!

+`kaTe08`+

…11:55pm <maRch 27>

hehehe…aNg sYa2 aMan!!!MarcH 22, tHursdEi,.lsT dEi n nMin at xmPwe ng eXams…wah!!pinagsma2 pah 3 subJects n kkDugO ng uTak!!!!h.eCo!p6!hIstO!..hai,.buTi n lng nKasurVive kMe!!!wE hOpe sO…tPos aFter nG eXams ngdaDalawang iCp p kMi kunG ssmA p kMe s oVernyt…sWimMing s aNtiPoLo,.tPos auN n nGa,.ntuLoi aMan.. at 1st aKaLa nMin di kMi gNun mka2paG-enjOy,.mEi kanya2 kcng gRupO..pwOe d pLa…ang sYa2 aMan pLa…xbRang enjOy!!!lhat sma2…ngkarOon ng bOnding sNa nga mas napaaga ung outing n yun pRa khit pano ngkaron n ng bonDing at cLoseNess s rum pwOe panu aman kc xbrang hecTic ng sKed nTen!!!hai,.gRabe,.march 22-23,.wLang tuLugan!!tOdo kwntuhan!!!!plakihan ng eYebags!!!!kanTahan lng,.iNuman,,,cLa lng….di aKo!!hehehe…oPen fOrum..aMinan nG nRa2mdaMan..buKihan 2 d maX!!…andaya!!ung iBa ntuLog!!!!auS lng…atLeast it tuRns out Gud!!!mSaya!!dMe pagKain!!!aNg cHaraP2x!!!!guyS,.tnX s lhat huh!!!sna mauLit uLeT,.ung buOng sexn at mas mdami pang kSama!!!!para msaya!!!!=b hai,.at 6:30 am,.march 23,.umuwi n kmi to mla….nauna n kmi…mga 10 ata kmi nun…kc gusto n lhat mTuLog s kña2ng bhay,,…hahahaha!!!mga bangag kc…ksma n aq dun!!!basta,.mga 7:30am,.nsa bhay n ata ako…dont xur s exact tym eh,.tpos online lng sndali deN tuLog at eTo ngEion lng ngcng,,,,8 pm..hahaha!!!sleePing beaUtY!!!yahOo….hai,.nxt trip ka "KUYAB" s laguna…hehehe…gO!gO!gO!!!sWiMMing uLet!!!keLangang suLiTin ang bWat aRaw ng suMMer kc mHiraP n pag ngcmuLa uLet cLasSes…hecTic nah!!!iL jst enJoy meEting nEw sEt of fRienDs….mWah!!!

y is dAt sO…im sTarTing tO giVe uP…giVing uP cOz i stiL dOnt knOw iF i riLi taKen ur harT,.sO giVing uP is d RIGHT word to uSed…its reaLLy hard tO giV up sOmeone hu has beEn a part of wHo u aRe right nOw,.iTs haRd tO aCcepT thE faCt daT wen wE sEt dEm fRee…we aLsO loSe d pOwEr 2 knOw wAt is behind tHeiR sMiLe…tHeir LaughtEr in tHeir wOrds..we freE tHem frOm us onLy tO finD ouT daT wE haVen’t free ourseLves from dem..nOw,.im quite haPi knowing d fact dat iM mOving oN and reaLizes dat life has to gO on…i wil meet and find neW friEnds and mOst especially i knOw gOd will maKe awaY to maKe me fil d haPPineSs i feLt b4…but hOw caN i toTaLLy fOrget d past as weLL as my hearthaches wEn u dOesn’t heLp me to fOrget oL oF thOse…aGen,.oL of a suDDeN you let me fiL ur pResence deN leFt mE agEn…how cAn i??!oL im aSking is heLp frOm yOu to sTop thoSe tHings!!!those things dat gives me chances to bRing back those times we LOVED each other…please!!!

y dEr wEre peOpLe hu dOesnt reaLizd suM1’s wOrtH,.y is dEr sO caLLed HAPPINESS but eNd up in TEARS…i tHink liFe is Like dat,.dEr weRe many hu fil so numB…dEy dont eVen fil d LOVe given to deM,.deY oLwEiz ignore it widout knowing deY HURT sum1’s haRt… LOVE and tYm wOuld cOmE dat the LOVE wiLL fade,.eVerything has iTs eNd…deY CANT NEVER bring the LOVE back aGen…

wah…gRabe!!!nDe lng ung nOteboOk ko ung nFuLL,.pTi bRainS koh,.ahahaha!!!meRon pLa ko nun!!gRabeng MICRO.PARA. lab yan!!!hai,.bwict n mgA paRasiTes yan!!!pHiraPan nG pangLan,.tpOs,.quiz aGad bKas taKe noTe kakatpOs lnG nMin mgquiz kNina ng 30 iTems tpos bkas aMan 70 ITEMS!!!whOoOaH!!!aYaw aMan mgpa-quiZ nYan!!!hehehe…wLa aTang gNang magpa-quiZ….hehehe…aZaR!!aus lng sNa kung mDaLing imEmOriZe eh,.ang kso,.WUCHURERIA BANCROFTI,.PARAGONIMUS WESTUMANI….hahaha!!aZar!!oh dBa?!kdadaLi…aLaLaLa…buLol n diLa koh!!!

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